yikes

So, its almost 11pm, and I'm still awake. Even after taking vicodin. I'm up to two at a time now. I got immune almost to just one, wasn't doing anything for me. So I up'ed it. The prescription says I can. But now I'm sweating just sitting here. Grant it, it is a hot night tonight. But I can't cool off, even with the fan going. Ugh!

I've been blog hopping for the past two hours. People sure do write some crazy stuff. I love it. It's sad though, when you come across the depressed entries. And I had no idea there were so many "cutters" out there. I feel bad for them. It's like, what do you say to make them feel better? Especially when you obviously have no idea what they are going through. But then you feel bad for just clicking out of their blog without saying anything to encourage them. Yikes.

Today and tomorrow the president of the company is out. Yay for me. It's nice. I wish it happened more often. I found out not too long ago that he had a heart attack and was out for some time. They told me that he used to be WAY worse than he is now. I have nothing to say to that except.......scaaaarrrryyyy.